Here Goes

People have been telling me that it happens to lots of people. That 48% of couples go through it. But this was definitely not an experience that I had hoped to go through ever in my life.

I was granted a divorce almost a month ago, June 1st. Yup, I’m now a divorcee. I never imagined that I would be 26 and divorced. I have gone through a long list of emotions over the past year– anger, grief, guilt, emptiness to name a few…..I could really go on and on. But I would say that betrayal is the word that comes to mind the most frequently when I think about what I’ve been through. Betrayed by him and his family, but also betraying those around me. Pretending that everything is okay for an extended amount of time takes its toll on you. And I don’t just mean your looks (although that did happen, hello carbs!). I was absolutely exhausted by the time I decided I’d had enough.

I am not going to rehash all of the awful details to you all for a number of different reasons but 1) although I am experiencing hate that I never thought was possible from me I would never want to tarnish his professional reputation as far as his job goes and who knows who reads my blog stranger things have happened 2) I’m embarrassed, it’s almost like if I put it in writing it makes the past year real and I honestly don’t know if I’m ready for that and 3) I don’t even know where to begin to tell my story. But I did have the pleasure of meeting his girlfriend that had already moved into my house before the divorce was final. That was really sweet of him to introduce us! (Tongue in cheek of course).

I also didn’t write in my blog for so long because I felt like a phony. All of our pictures were real, the magazine articles about our wedding were real and so were the stories, but of course I left details out. Please know that there was so many times that I wanted to reach out through my blog, I loved all of your comments throughout the years, my engagement, wedding, honeymoon, anniversary.

I wish that I could say that I wish him well, but it's too early and too fresh to say that. I have great relationships with all of my ex’s, but something about this is so different. I not only feel betrayed, but so do my family. My family is and always will be the most important thing to me and knowing that he has caused them pain as well infuriates me.

I’m trying to figure out a new name. I am no longer Mrs. LSL! I know I've asked before but if you have any suggestions, I'd love to hear them. In honor of July 4th, How about Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness through the Eyes of a Divorcee! haha :)

LAS

I'm still here! Like I said, I will be back to posting soon, I'm just not quite ready yet. I'm doing fine though, no need to worry, I've just needed to take a brief hiatus from blogging until everything in my personal life has calmed down.


For now, I'm keeping up with all of you, reading as often as I can. But for some reason, my work won't let me leave messages on your blogs!

Take care in the meantime! L

Wanted: New Blog Title

I think I'm going to change my blog title. I thought about Preppy Georgia Peach, or something along those lines but haven't been able to decide on anything yet. I'd love to hear your suggestions!

My New Hair Cut

What do you think?

I hope that everyone had a wonderful holiday season. There have been a lot of changes going on in my life recently, and although I can't write about it now, I will when the time is right. For now, if you all wouldn't mind saying a prayer for me. I could use the positive thoughts for sure!

Oh, and check out my J.Crew sweater in the picture above (there's the Mrs. LSL you all know and love, right? :) )

All the Best in the meantime,

Mrs. LSL

(And please excuse the cheesy MySpace picture).

Yea for Holiday Shopping

I have to share my love for the sweater that I am wearing today. I know that I should be shopping for others since the holidays are coming up - but this new GAP sweater is fabulous. It's super soft (I would love a blanket made of this material), flattering (not too tight on the waist) and has a grosgrain ribbon bow on back. So cute! I have it in ivory, but I'm thinking I need it in black too. And it can be work with so many things. Today I'm wearing it with black pants, long pearls and my herringbone heels - but it would look really cute with jeans too.


Here's a shot of the back:

Perfect for Football Weekends

So maybe I'm a little behind on the times - but how cute are these Vineyard Vines Collegiate Totes? They haven't made one for my school yet, so I'd go with the Georgia version right now.

The Magic Dress

I was inspired to buy the dress to the left after reading about it on Miss Puttin' on the G.R.I.T.S' blog. I always try to secretly sneak a peak at her blog while I'm at work, and I get caught every time since I laugh out loud pretty much every time I read! Miss Grits had mentioned all of the compliments that she had received and great things that had happened while she was wearing it and I thought that I needed to try it out for myself!

It was no easy to find this dress - online and every Banana Republic store in the Atlanta area was out of the black one in my size. However, one of the girls at my local BR store checked around for me and found one! And it fit like a glove. The great thing about it is, it's flattering for all kinds of body types. Flat chested (check), big busted, big hips, pear shaped, hour glassed, whatever frame you are- it would work on anyone.

Well, it was totally worth it and Miss Grits was not exaggerating. Good things come to those that wear that dress. I've worn it a couple of times - to my bosses for our Thanksgiving celebration (it expands well) and out for a baby shower (my girlfriends love the ruffles) - and I have only received rave reviews from my friends and admirers alike!

Thanks again for the heads up! And please keep the suggestions coming, Miss Grits! :)